when I needed you, you are nothing but this all must happen. although I can not stand here. "when you get up and down are you going to do is silence" I am still really quiet here hehhehee. I realize this is probably already running. You make me strong persist through life, you who helped me when I fall. I am now trying to own even though I knew I could not because I usually always at your help. but probably better like this, this is the best. I know you probably mad at me but understood. sometimes something that did not want to happen but it happens. but I'll always try to be myself better than before. I have a lot of trouble you, I do not want to bother you again. I know I'm wrong, I'm sorry. you who understand where I should go back, please do not blame me anymore. Thanks for everything-