i'm tired!

I do not know why I could be like this now? I hate the situation that now I'm experiencing. I want to forget it with you all, why do you continue to have in mind? I've been trying to forget you but still can not. now I should be happy with the current state of me. I can more freely. please do not ever appear in the life of me again. if you go back into my life that will make life harder for me anymore. better you feel not know me anymore.